Archive for December, 2011

art goals…

Monday, December 26th, 2011

This is the time of year when I record my art goals for the new year. I don’t call them resolutions because there is nothing to resolve. To me resolution eventually equals guilt! Instead I set goals.

The practice of writing them down seems to have a large effect on meeting them. I may not even look at the list again during the year but when I do I am always surprised by how many of the goals have been achieved. The other thing is I don’t share my list of goals with anyone. I want to keep to myself the energy connected with making and achieving them. I work the same way. I never share work in progress as my enthusiasm for it leaves.

As I reflect back on my 2011 list I did well. The list was not especially long but I have switched my volunteer toggle from auto-pilot to conscious. I have many gifts and talents which are in demand by non-profits. Too often I have found myself working hard for a cause and feeling nothing but dread and regret. There has to be something in it for me, which I believe not to be selfish but living consciously.

Every year ‘spend less time on the computer‘ is on my list. I suppose it is true this year. I did spend less time on the actual computer, because I spent more time on the iPad!

Make larger work: slowly I have developed larger work. Because I stitch with a machine designed for the home, I am not into 80″ x 80″ yet! I have considered buying a long-arm machine but not thrilled with the idea. I am more into the get rid of stuff stage of life than the acquire more stuff stage.

Smell the roses: I certainly have done that the past 2.5 months since I had knee surgery. My post-anesthesia short attention span seems to be fading as I am now enjoying studio time once again.

There are two items on my 2011 list that I did not achieve so they go to the top of the 2012 list. In August when my October surgery was scheduled I gave myself permission to advance these two to the 2012 list as I was busy making art and did not want to switch to the left brain for these marketing tasks. As I am coming round to working in the studio again I still don’t want to work on them. The time will come when I will…in 2012.

Happy New Year!

 

 

blog delinquency…

Sunday, December 18th, 2011

I have been blog delinquent! I continue to recover at a good pace from a total knee replacement 8 weeks ago. I am now back in the pool, walking with a cane in the exterior world and less so at home, driving, prepping some food, minimal shopping, clearing out and loading the dishwasher etc. In my mind I have a few more hurdles ahead: doing the laundry, buying groceries & schlepping them into the house, house-cleaning, making an entire dinner, but most importantly getting back to art-making. Perhaps I should allow my mate to continue to shop, cook, clean and launder so I can use my energy to work!

This week I sewed several art postcards to sign and mail to the galleries and consultants who represent my work; an important end of the year task. It was a short immersion into sitting, sewing and standing at the ironing board and cutting table.

Before surgery I left two pieces on my design wall to inspire and motivate when the time came. One is a painted vintage cotton/metallic tablecloth and the other is #4 in the Keeping up Appearances series which is pieced and pin-basted ready to be stitched.

Every time I open the studio door I am met with wonderful energy that beckons me inward. The time is coming, the time is near when I will go there in earnest and begin. As a colleague says I just need to start...

act without thinking…

Monday, December 5th, 2011

As I have entered week seven post-op from a total knee replacement my thinking cap has been relocated and is now in full operation! Now that I have regained my ability to drive the car, and walk with a cane my brain has gone into overdrive with all the things that should soon follow. Of course getting into the studio to make art is one of those things.

I continue to be hounded by these thoughts that I should get in there soon and pick up where I left off. Where I left off actually was with two pieces pinned to the design wall with the intention of inspiring me to just ‘start’ again. One is designed and ready to be stitched and the second has been painted but remains in need of design.

As the remnants of 3 types of anesthesia began to wear off during week four I became aware that not much had filled up my creative well during those 3 previous weeks. I had been magnetized to the iPad for entertainment and communication. As anyone who has spent too much time online knows, it sucks the life-force out of you; it just does not replenish at all. I read ONE book and countless magazines, played hundreds of games of scrabble but not a lot of creative energy went in aside from sleeping 11-12 hours a night producing great healing results.

So just as I got the nagging thoughts that I should be back in the studio making art I happened upon these words in the Tao…don’t think so hard, don’t think so much…act without thinking. I THINK I will do that!