Archive for July, 2010

on music…

Monday, July 26th, 2010
I come from a long line of musical folk. My father, his siblings, parents, aunts, uncles and who knows who else all sang gospel. I was raised with song in the house.  So many in my extended family sing beautiful harmonies while it is known by few that I can even carry a tune.  Most of my public singing has been karaoke, usually followed by breaking into hysterics and you can guess what after that!

So it seemed only fitting for me when cleaning out my father’s home to bring his collection of CDs home. I love to listen to music when I work in the studio so I brought mostly classical.  In recent years I have been listening primarily to Latin, Bocelli and New Age.

How quickly it has hit me that my father’s and my taste in music is still diverse!  Mom loved Pat Boone in the ’50s so when Elvis hit the scene I was thrilled for a break from mr. white bucks. When Elvis sneered at my mother on the beach in Hawaii, which my Dad captured on film for posterity, I lost interest. Only decades later did I figure out Elvis sneered at everyone!   I loved the Beatles though while my father was shouting turn that racket down while simultaneously blasting the college fight songs throughout the house.

Last week while designing new work I started listening to Bach Toccata and Fugue Great Organ Works and immediately felt like I was in church which does not inspire me at all. So I switched to Masters of Hawaiian Slack Key Guitar and did not even make it through the first number. On came Nana Mouskouri who was okay but lackluster. And now there is Mendelssohn Symphony No 4 which included the wedding march which brought my husband into the studio to see what was happening!

Whenever I take Dad out in the car I put on the Oak Ridge Boys. We both know all the words and it is a little bit like vehicular karaoke. And it is delightful to me that a man who remembers nothing of his life remembers lyrics to music.  The other day I was in the car alone and She Played Tambourine started up.  I just lost it. Thanks to my Dad for gifting me this love of music, but for now all we agree on is She Must Have Known the Words to a Million Tunes

on becoming an eccentric old woman…

Sunday, July 18th, 2010

I doubt anyone decides to become an eccentric old woman. I imagine it starts in adolescence when one marches to their own drummer, and on into motherhood, then middle-age and then on into crone-dom. Since ‘own drummers’ were not allowed in my childhood home, I started small.

I was the one who wore the necklace of surgical tubing with the rubber fish hanging off of it..and the chicken neck bone piece for Halloween as a cave woman, one year. I wore purple and fuchsia long before it was cool. I put red and purple together before the Red Hat Society ruined a fantastic color combo.  I painted my coats and purses, but never my shoes as they were too expensive and too few. I had my hair cut in a ‘fro’ when only black folk had afros when Angela Davis was a newsmaker. When the grandmas started sporting them, I moved on.

Since bringing four pieces of my parents’ furniture and 9 of their paintings into my home last week, I have been giving considerable thought to being an eccentric old woman living with every square inch of wall space covered.  We hung the paintings yesterday and despite a trip to Goodwill  the walls of our home are about 70% on their way to an eccentric old woman lives here.
My Mom stored canned goods in this beautiful Shaker pine cupboard. I chose to line the shelves with unbleached muslin and store  my 2005-2009 work less than 40″ wide in it. I was really prolific in 2008 and 2009.  It is almost full and that doesn;t count the 5 pieces out on exhibit.
I was reminded of a college chum of my father’s whose den in Montana was filled, all four walls with paintings of his favorite artist with no more than 1/2inch between them. He was surely eccentric. Or a former neighbor, who painted the walls of her living room bright yellow and then hung her own artwork there. It was magical.  The people who bought her house painted everything white….boring with no eccentricity there!
So I am beginning to see that much art on the walls does not so much speak eccentricity but rather the home of one who adores art and is proud to share it. There are two other options: move to a larger house and that ain’t happening or take it all down, store in a closet and live in a drab lifeless house.
I propose a toast to the eccentric old woman I am becoming…or as my 30 yr old daughter would say I’ve already become! Little brat.

making progress…

Saturday, July 3rd, 2010
We are slowly making progress in sorting out Dad’s house.  One of the most challenging parts is the three hour round trip commute to this job.  Wednesday we left home early enough for the tide to be out as we drove through the sloughs near Vallejo. It was stunning! I love it how nature mostly and sometimes life present creative ingenuity.  The patterns in the mud left behind by the receding water were just exquisite. Of course I was driving and they were on the right side view, so I could not fully appreciate nor photograph them.  With a touch of cruise control I was able to take it in somewhat. Gorgeous!
Even though when a passenger I generally prefer something to take my eyes off the road like knitting,  I have been instead just looking out the window. Maybe it is how I am recharging my batteries during these arduous times. Mostly I am aware of being emotionally exhausted. Yesterday I took tea and magazines to the deck for the afternoon, something I rarely do. Today I actually took a nap and then went next door for a baby fix. Miss Sophia is a month old today. Tomorrow we are back at work!

While trying to not wish my life away, I will be so happy when August dawns and these challenges are behind me.  Surprisingly though I am making some art, and it is new and exciting to boot. Life is certainly curious…