I am in a very weird place with my knee replacement recovery. At almost 8 weeks my mental ene
rgy has returned with a vengeance but my physical body (the knee anyway) is not able to keep up! I continue to work hard in physical therapy, alternating with gym workouts and walking the track. I am walking some at home without the cane but still using it out in the world. I am driving again but with few places to go where I can stand for more than 15-20 mins. Short trips to pick up a few groceries or in the kitchen making a quick lunch or breakfast…things are progressing.
Before surgery I left a design template on the wall to inspire me to get back to my art-making. I also picked out the fabrics for same. This is my practice whenever I travel to have something other than a blank wall staring back at me to motivate me to get on with it. I’ve been thinking that perhaps this week or next I will start work on it.
And yet I am not sure I want to. Much of my mental process during this recovery has been about my art. For so many reasons I feel as if I am on a precipice …but of what I am not yet sure! My father’s death in June combined with my 2nd knee replacement in 9 months have catapulted me into a new chapter in my journey. I am not yet sure where I am, where I am going or what I am supposed to be doing etc.
And yet I know from past experience that I am over-thinking it. I simply need to get out of my own way. Whatever it is may not even happen now. I just need to stop trying to figure it out, get back into the studio and futz around on anything, not necessarily what is on the wall…just something to get those creative juices flowing again…one size 13 step at a time!
I chose this photo of Lake MacDonald in Glacier National Park for my starting inspiration. I am not going to include the fisher-person and boat as the leafy branches provide enough interest for me. 
Now that I have been home from France as long as I was  there I am ready to close the chapter on the blog posts about it! So today I share the final chapter… 


 
 
avorites…spiritual love 
graffiti also makes for a wonderful reflection…all the Parisian graffiti was contained to the walls along the river.
Also I decided while there that I would like to take my sewing machine and my dog and go live on a houseboat on the Seine. My husband thought it far too spontaneous and stupid an idea; so he could stay home and live the  practical  life.







The trellis in Monet’s garden at Giverny



Magazine stand on Paris’ Left Bank…and this is just a dent in the pile of patterns and textures I captured…
Considering every reasonably sized city in America looks identical with miles of strip malls, big box stores (many vacant) and subdivisions, European architecture still rocks my world. At least there is character and imagination.







 







This one had overlaid thin vertical columns which twisted like ribbons




I loaded my luggage with bags of raw almonds, cans of pop-top tuna, pitted dates, dried apples, and LARABARS. Most of it returned home with me, a little worse for wear.
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heavy meat that I avoid at home.  It worked just fine until the 3rd try when I got sick. I ate NO cheese however!!! (cue the halo)
croissant from Starbucks even compare to that of France?
t to retain what morsel of vacation creativity is left I will not be resizing and uploading 1000 images anywhere! Instead I will post to this blog some of the best according to subject matter. Today it’s reflections.
but not quite sure how to create it. Now I see it is simply a matter of positive-negative, li
ght and dark.
A fellow passenger who was also a shooting fool suggested we capture our reflections in the water! Clearly we had too much time on our hands.
We saw so many swans-a-swimming. They seemed to be like the seagulls at home… scavengers of the sea. I love this Rorschach swan.

Today we went to the city where we began our life together. We arrived early enough to get a parking space and saw the Isabelle de Borchgrave Pulp Fashion exhibit at the Legion of Honor. Then we dawdled down to Fort Mason and went to Greens for brunch. 
